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Thursday, 08 October 2009

  • Coward...Is the best word to describe me.

      I like to escape from facing the truth. Sometimes I know the fact but I just can't convince myself to accept it. End up I will be loafing around and slack around, even joke around to bluff myself that I don't care about it. In contrary, deep inside my heart, I know how painful I feel. I'm just a fool, just like an ostrich who only know how to bury the head in the sand whenever facing any problem.
      I also not good in present myself or tell out what I thought. I'm afraid end up will be embarrass myself. Therefore, I just keep it for myself. At the end, I will be regretting for this and that.
      I really don't know what's going on with myself...

Monday, 31 August 2009

Monday, 17 August 2009

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    Sober
    By Pink
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    SOBER!!!

    So sad about it.......................................

    I really hope I can go back to the past and stay there forever. Everything that I want I'm not able to give myself. Things that supposed to belong to me just slip off from my hand. I'm so angry to myself. Is not that I didn't voice out but no one's there to listen to me. Everyone just take it as a small matter that don't even want to understand it or bother about it. Some even worst, assume that I'm a mad women who talking about nonsense.

    I'm going to lost everything soon.............

Saturday, 01 August 2009

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    Obsessed
    By Mariah Carey
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    A Tiring DaY....

    My entire day was fulled with activities, besides few minutes to play Rubik's cube, I was busy with all my works...

    My day start with having a biology tuition with my favourite and most envy teacher, Mr Mano this morning. Today we started a new chapter. Is the Law of Hereditary, a specialised chapter about genetic study. I like this chapter since last time because it was the study of different characteristic of an organism with one another and how it was being inherited. Today we actually do some revision since we already studied in Form 5. The class start at 8.15a.m. and end at 10.30a.m.(suppose to be 10.15a.m.). There was a special event that happened during tuition. When Mr. Mano went into his office to photocopy some notes, two classmates want to go to the toilet but there is only one toilet in the tuition centre. So, both of them ran at their highest speed to fight for the toilet. That scene was so cute.It really amused all of us.

    After my biology tuition, I went back to Convent to attend their Canteen Day. Is already a long time I never been there. Honestly, I miss my life as a Convent girl. Those day that I hanging around with my friends, attend to all kind of classes especially my favourite japanese class, playing with my friends at PWTC and et cetera. The nostalgia were actually play in my mind when I introduced the school compound to my friend. Altough there were some bad memory I haved during my schooling time in Convent but I think I learned a lot from there. After going around the school, I decided to buy a box of spaghetti(my favourite) and a cup of milo blended.     

    My friends and I went back at around 12.05p.m.. We actually carpool since i'm the only who own a car. After sent them home I drived at my highest speed because I'm late to fetch my brother. I supposed to fetched him at 12.15p.m. but it was around 12.20p.m. after I sent my friends home.When I on my way to the destiny, I saw my brother which half-way walking back home. I feel so sorry to him due to my unpunctual.

    It was around 12.30p.m. when my brother and I reached home. We divided the housework into 3:1; I do 3 housework and my brother only do 1. While my brother sweeping the floor, I washed the toilet, wiped the tables, my room's window and at last mop the floor. After doing all the housework and taking a comfortable bath, it was already 2.30p.m.. Then, I ate my spagetti with tiredness.

    At 3.05p.m. I started to do my homework. Think so this is the 1st time I do mathematics homework more than one hour. I was so confused about this chapter, Functions. After observed and analysed for some time, I finally done the homework. My best friend actually came to my house and do homework with me. We do our homework till around 6.30p.m., then my friend went home.

    Tonight my dinner was a bit awkward, peculiar indeed. My father bring my family and I to the nearest KFC to take our dinner. We ate set A(don't know under which part), is comprise of rice, a piece of chicken, a box of salad and a cup of drinks. Until now I still can smell the hot and crunchy chicken. Please try out if you got a chance since it was not that expensive. After that we went to Centro, my father bought a box of Coco Crunch and Cookies for me and my brother since it was sales. We then go to Jusco Bukit Raja. Unfortunately my brother feeling not well, so I actually went home without visit to Popular and MPH(the must go place everytime I went to Jusco). I reached home at around 10.00p.m. and this is my chronicle for today journey. What a busy and interesting day...

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

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    Leave This Town
    By Daughtry
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    Worry attacks me again!!

    Few things that I thinking about, may consider as worry about this few day...

    1st, Trial exam for STPM is coming and the monthly test is actually around the corner nevertheless I still don't have the mood to study, not even do maths, really don't know how am I going to handle the exam.

    2nd, Still don't know how to reject JH for the invitation to the farewell organise by basketball club. Feel so sorry to reject her because I promise her to go.

    3rd, Should I attend to the Cambridge English Centre improve my english? I am in a dilemma situation because the cost is RM66 per class. 1 semester 10 class, means I need to pay RM660 one shot. Is costly and no guarantee to get good results, means my english maybe stay at the same level at the end of this year.

    4th, I haven't type the bowling report yet. Honestly I don't know what should I include in the report. I don't even attend to all the event also, how am I supposed to know what had happen? What should I write the report, I really got no idea.

    5th, Is no more a major one but still makes my world turn anti-clockwise. Let my friend be B and the guy she like as A. Today I talked to A in school. Altough B does not give any reaction but I'm worry because B is a very sensitive girl. I scared  thet she will think of some other things. Hope so is I think too much...

    The end for the things to worry about. Let's talk about my future. Last Saturday, one of my relative from Singapore visited us. They actually asked me to apply Singapore scholarship. Frankly speaking, I really got interest in medic field, just that i'm not that smart. Well, I admit that. I'm so lost and do not bring a map with me, just don't know what to do.

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  • I'm just an ordinary girl, can say so nothing special on me.I maths a lot although sometimes i fedup wif it. I have a bad memory in my form 4 life. It was the most terrible time I have in my life.Then,i have da best memory in my form 5 year.I realise there is a lot of ppl still care of me(my gang,of coz) n my guardian angel. Now,i'm havin my form 6 life.Still not bad coz my class is interesting.

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