Yesterday night I received a message from the Ch'mera supervisor. She asked me whether I would to work on this weekend for Anlene Concentrate product. I accepted it as I got no choice.

So this is my schedule for today:

9.30am I message her again to confirmed the location of training. She asked me to reach Kelana Jaya before 12.00am.  

10.15am I went to KTM station and after 32 minutes later the train arrive. 

10.37am-11.43am I received a message from her again. he told me that the training will be start at 2.00pm, I just need to be there before 2.00pm. I'm so pissed of as I rushed out from my house and now I'm too early. On my way to KL Central I finished up two chapter of New Moon. This is my best record that I ever had and I found out that Malaysian doesn't read on their journey to their destination. Most of them day dream or pressing their mobile. I don't like to shared my conclusion about this scene but I think most people will have the same thought as me.

11.43am-12.45pm I'm wandering around KL Central like someone who are lost. I end up drinking Orange Tea Latte in Coffee Bean Cafe. Although it was nice but it doesn't satisfy me. I spent one hour there and finished up another chapter of New Moon. I messaged my supervisor once again and she asked me to proceed to Kelana Jaya and take bus to Kelana Square.

12.45pm-1.10pm I having a mild headache and I don't know why. I saw PPUM(Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya) and my tears start flooding my eyes. Am I so eagerly wanted to join that university? I got no idea but I know deep inside my heart, something is wrong, something is hurting me.

1.15pm-2.00pm During my journey on the bus, I saw school students enter the bus. This make me jealous when I saw them in school uniform. A teenager like me(I assume) should spent all my time doing homework, get prepare with all the test but now, I looks like someone useless, loafing around without knowing what my dreams is, what suppose to be my target and what should I do now. I reached Kelana Square I figured out that it is comprised of four buildings with label A, B, C and D. I make a call to my supervisor and she asked me to go to first floor of Buildings A. I followed the sign and turned a big round around the four buildings. Sorry to say that, the one who do the labels is the dumbest people on the world. Back to my subject, I reached there by asking all the direction from all the peoples there and finally I found the office and I rang the bell more than ten times. Eventually I burst out. This is the first time in my life I threaten myself like this. Wasting my time and going around just for a simple training. I felt so sorry towards myself. Thanks for Stephanie Meyer for written such a interesting story. It swept my tears off as I stop thinking about all my pains when I'm into the story again. This time I managed to finished half of the chapter.

2.00pm-3.15pm The training started. Although our trainer try to make it interesting but I can't pay full attention in it. It just a simple general knowledge with some of the bio knowledge. Then my supervisor sent me to Kelana Jaya LRT after that.

3.15pm-5.30pm I got a serious headache on my way home. I keep on take in deep breathe but I realised it doesn't work, I felt like vomiting. My mood was very bad along the journey but I felt pleased when the KTM "waited" for me before it depart and my closest friend, Annie message and comfort me all my way back to Teluk Pulai. It seriously makes me feel so much better. I enjoy having friends who can read my mind even though I didn't mention about it and I dislike those people who can't even read my expression when I standing in front of them. Even so, the passenger beside me smell so stint. He is a smoker who carries smoke smell every where he goes. The smell "enhance" me to vomit. Thank God that I manage to controlled myself and finally I reached Teluk Pulai KTM station. I walked so slow, so far behind other passenger as I really don't feel comfortable. I'm like a walking zombie whose body still moving without the mind, the heart and the soul. I even felt like falling when the wind blow behind me.

So can this consider as a short chronicle? Anyway I wasted about 8 hours just for a training. Does it worth? I don't know. All I knew is this wasn't things that I want. By the way, smiling depicts a good manner and a friendly behaviour to other people, how about fake smile? A way to convince people that you are in good condition? I've got no idea but I'd done it for my whole day.

 

I thought that I would have a great time today since I've been working for the past three day continuously from 10a.m. to 10p.m. It's very tiring but I just can't get it out from my mind.

I am Nivea promoter as what I  posted before this and I suppose to give free gift to whoever that purchase Nivea product or RM20 and RM30 above. So, I am suppose to bring the free gift in and out to prevent stealing case happen but THE GREAT GIANT BUKIT TINGGI doesn't allow me to do so. They ask me to get permission(signature) from all the high authority people before I brimg my free gift into GIANT and before I leave GIANT. So, fine, since is one of the rules then I suppose to follow, this is what I thought. So, my first day is perfect since all the paper work had been done by my supervisor and at the end of the day I managed to get the signature and I leaved without any trouble.

On the second day, thanks for luck! Initially(10a.m.), I went in through purchasing entrance and I successfully get the signature for in and out at the same time. So, at the end af the day I thought that I can leaved without problem but the stop me and asked me to wait for the people in the office to came and check before I leaved. Luckily I get to know a friend there which worked for Captivate company. The company does prepare a big iron cabinet there so that the promoter can keep things there without bringing in and out everytime when worked. So, she kept my things together in the cabinet. So, my second day I also leave without any problem.

The third day is the worst day that I ever had. Since my things had been kept there, I can go in through promoter entrance but I still have to get the signature from the higher authority since I no need to work till this Friday. So, throughout the morning I'd been looking for the lady like playing chasing. Then, one of the senior promoter told me that worker from the purchasing area will leave earlier since is a Sunday. So I went there and asked them how am I going to leaved there with my free gift without going through purchasing entrance since they going to leave at 4.00p.m. So the lady there told me to get signature from the head of security and I can leave through promoter entrance. Than I waited till 3.00p.m. as the head of security will be there after 3.00p.m. But the security at the promoter entrance doesn't allowed me to do so and SHE PROMISED ME THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY I CAN LEAVED WITH MY FREE GIFT WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM. Fine, I listened to her and stop looking for the man. Trouble cames at the end of the day. At 10.00p.m. I brought along my free gift to the promoter entrance, the security told me that the door will only opened at 10.30p.m. So I waited at there. Then she called the people from the office to came and check my things but when the indian lady(don't know what great post she holding) came she told me that I have to leaved my things there and redeem it in the next morning. I seriously got stunt at that moment. Come on, what the hell are you telling me. I wasted my time and energy and end up I still can't bring my things out. Some more thay dare to tell me that every Monday they will do the clean up and throw away all the things that doesn't belongs to Giant, so if my free gift been thrown are they going to responsible? I seriously look down at that stupid Giant with the stupid rules and stupid officer. Since they know that the free gift doesn't belongs to them why they still doesn't allow me to bring home. Furthermore they can't confirmed that my things will be safe if kept there. What kind of rules they obeying. RULES IS SET BY HUMAN. Why are them cause so many troubles to people as if the rules will strangle them to death if doesn't follow espeacially the security guard. She is the one who promised everything but end up she just a low post guard with no power. I seriously admit that I am a fool who listened to her. Her words is sufficient to cause headache for me.

I'm going to make a report if my things got lost. To those people that involve in this case, you better watch out. If anything goes wrong, I will drag you all to HELL. I do what I say.

Wow, I already finish watching the movie, is so great and now I'm free again. Hmmm... I think is time to think what should I do before the time fly...

Few things that I supposed to complete during this long-term holiday.
1st, I need to go to dentist before my toothache get worsen.
2nd, I need to complete my Eclipse then continue Breaking Dawn. At the same time I need to finish up my Sherlock Holmes novels and short story before my passion fade.
3rd, I need to diet so that Chinese New Year can look slim and eat more(main purpose)
4th, I need to think about my future again, which path should I take, what subject or course I can handle the best, what am I interested in, where should I apply, what is their minimum requirement......
5th, I need to clean up my room. Although I already arrange but still looks messy as my form 6 books are still pill up like mountain which seriously spoil the view.
6th, I need to arrange my time so that I am free to meet my friends and have some activities with them.
7th, I need to keep money as I spend a lots since holiday. I am group in the category of very poor now.
8th, I need to find some classes to attend: dancing class, bakery class, art class, violin or piano class, Japanese class......But got no money now so this plan is force to delay.

Temporary, this is what I planned to do but I not sure whether my will is strong enough to discipline me until all task complete.